Last night I received an email from a young guy whose ass has been featured on this blog in the past. Recently he’s had some major sexual adventures, and he wrote them all in this email while he was still horny and high. The choices he’s making might not be right for everyone, but his description shows that these experiences are profoundly important and meaningful for him – as well as being intensely pleasurable. I believe most people could find something here to identify with, if they’re honest.
The pictures are from a new video I’m working on. I don’t want to give too much away until it’s finished, so that’s why I made these into black and white negative images. I hope the video will capture some of the intensity that this guy describes:
“So dude, I wrote you a while ago and you posted some pics of me. I’ve always had a fantasy and this was to be a total uninhibited bottom for a bunch of dudes. The main thing that’s always stopped me was the fear of becoming poz. I don’t know what has come over me the last few weeks, but I met this dude from the net and went to his house, and I knew he was poz (I’ve fucked poz boys before, just used rubbers). But his profile online said he was into bareback, so I thought, “What the fuck? This is something I really want to do. Sex the way I want it. Sex the way it was meant to be.”
So needless to say, I went to his house and we fucked raw all night. He had a nice 8 inch cock and knew how to slide it into my smooth hole. He didn’t cum in me, but I wanted him to. Again being cautious. I did blow a HUGE load up his ass though.
A few nights later I stayed at his place again, but we went out and got totally drunk before, so we just passed out, but then again in the morning, I let him slide his gorgeous cock up my butt. It feels so good. One of those nice big dicks that’s just smooth as fuck. It felt so good sliding in and out while I worked his nipples. He still didn’t cum though. I was still being cautious.
So last night I decided I was going to do it. I went online and was talking to this dude who has actually done some TIM work. So he’s fucking hot. Super tall, huge dick, and poz. So I went to meet him last night at a video booth, and when I got there, he called me and said he had a place for us to fuck around. I could hear other men in the background. I knew this was going to be great.
I got there, and his friends were a couple. One was 41, kind of bald, lots of tattoos. The other was 39, HUGE dick, and a smoking ass. They were immediately excited I was there. So I decided to do another thing I’ve never done. I did some Tina last night. First time. It felt fucking amazing. (I’m still high as shit 8 hours later) So we were all blowing each other and I asked if they were poz, and they both were as well. I told them I was neg and hoped that didn’t throw a wrench in their plans. They were super turned on.
So the TIM dude I met from the net got back online and told us another dude was coming over. I hopped in the shower to get my ass ready for some cock. When I came out, the other dude was there. HOTTEST FUCKING GUY I’VE EVER FUCKED. He was tall, shaved head, covered in tattoos and poz as well. So long story short, I got fucked by all of them. We stayed up all night and all morning just doing T and sucking, kissing, and me laying there just taking their cocks.
I wanted them to cum in me. I decided it was time. Well, by the end we were all so T’d out that we all lost our hard ons. Lol. Such is life. But it was AMAZING Liam! I told them all like halfway through that I had always wanted to do this and thanked them for doing it for me. The really hot dude had his dick in me more than anyone. His cock was epic. I fucked a few of them too, but mainly I just fucking stayed lubed up and let them slide their dicks in me. It was so fucking hot. I am so glad I did it. It was just overwhelming thinking about being a “good’ fag for the rest of my life and not doing what I really want. So Mr hot dude from the orgy and I exchanged numbers and I am going to get him to cum in me this time. He was trying so hard too!
I don’t have the biggest dick (It’s actually kind of small when it’s soft but that’s what jockstraps are for) but I have a fantastic ass, and my inner bottom is really coming out. I’ve been taking some big dicks lately (There was a 3some in between both of my poz boy encounters but we used rubbers, but they hade huge dicks as well) So I’m discovering that bareback bottoming doesn’t really hurt. I really like it. Anyway man, I just wanted to let you know what happened to me last night, and how elated I feel. I’m actually online right now looking for a load 🙂 So write me back when you have the time. Hope things are going well for you.
Love always, R”
Love this article. Love the guys that just do what they really want to and take the risks. There are no greater feelings in his situation.
Sounds like the night I need to have very soon. Ask prayers to God Eros that I may have a night very soon of this nature.
To actually CHOOSE to get a disease is a sign of major mental issues, no matter how pleasurable you make it out to be. As hot as BBing is, (I’ve done it myself but always was terrified after) the effects of getting HIV are NEVER worth it, not matter how you try to rationalize it by say you feel free or liberated.
In 2007, I have invited 3 poz fuckers to breed me and convert me. I haven't been happier since, being now able to fuck around and take cum without asking me countless questions. Poz is the way of life I did choose to enjoy endless sexual possibilities. And I'm in perfect health.
I sincerely hope you will do a conversion video or scene. It is insanely hot and real to many of us. I for one want to see you push the limits and put on film what many of us have willingly done.
HIV and Dying of AIDS is not intensly pleasurable or beautiful. You got insurance? your going to need it…don't forget lots of diareah and wasting away to disfigurement…but go ahead and have this "beautiful" sexual experience. Hey Try some heroin while your at it.
It is so true, as you write, that "his description shows that these experiences are profoundly important and meaningful for him – as well as being intensely pleasurable." His words are both scary and inspirational; they tell the tale of a man pushing himself to the limits to explore who he really is. Thank you for sharing his email with us. And thank you for your beautiful, inspiring work in general!
hot images from the new dvd can't wait to see it. who is the bttm slut getting used?
god, do I now have the biggest boner. Why does stuff like this get me so hot under the collar?
Sounds like it could have been any one of a hundred encounters i've had! haha… In fact when i first started reading i thought it was me writing it!
I WANT TO BE THAT GUY
Very hot story indeed!