People seem to think of me as a top. Others (mostly friends and fuck buds) know how big of a bottom I can be. Truth is – I’m versatile, and I really learned how true this was after I got my PA.
I was told that I couldn’t fuck for two months. Of course, my initial thought was, “Awesome! Now I have an excuse to bottom all the time and won’t get pressured into topping.” But after a week of being unable to use my dick, the want to top became increasingly apparent.
By week 3 I was aching to stick my dick in someone. Yes, I had still had tons of sex, taking dick after dick after dick, load after load after load (and an occasional fist or two…..and trust – I LOVED every of each session), but it just didn’t fully satisfy the “hunger” I was feeling.
The full realization of how into topping I was came just a couple nights ago. I had finally followed through on a promise to a friend to go with him to the local sex club where he could whore my ass out to anyone who wanted it. By the end of the night, I had taken well over 10 dicks and received about 8 loads. But as the night drew to a close, I looked down and my rock hard, throbbing tool and thought it was finally time to give it a try.
There were plenty of bottoms there, but to be safe, I wanted to find one that had a hole that was ready for dick, not someone who’d cut my dick of by clenching too tight. I eventually found a guy who had spent the whole night going from fuck bench, to sling, to fuck bench with his ass up waiting for anyone to fuck him (much like I had). I love bottoms who are like myself, so I immediately went up and starting rubbing my dick against his bare hole. I leaned over him and wrapped my arms around his body, feeling a nice patch of fur on his front side. I pulled him in close and whispered in his ear “I’m going to load you up. I have a PA – that cool with you?” He said “Fuck yea” and immediately I reached for the lube, drenched my cock in it, and pressed my PA right up on his hole.
I hesitated at this point–and if you’ve never healed from a piercing, you don’t understand the nervousness to use something that I haven’t done before. But I employed my “fuck it” mentality (read here for a more in depth description of what I mean by “FUCK IT” mentality), and pushed my dick in. The next 5 minutes (yes I only lasted 5 minutes) was absolute heaven. My eyes rolled back into my head, my hands gripped the anonymous man’s hips gently but firmly, and I thrusted hard, deep, and fast into the slut’s cum receptacle. I probably fucked him harder than I do most people, and the rough pounding started almost immediately after I got in him. I was so turned on—by him, his ass, the fact I could finally feel my dick inside him, and feel my PA in there too. I finally understood why people get the PA, and I finally understood in full that I am truly vers.
I love fucking ass.
I love taking things up my ass.
Anyone that is PURELY bottom or top by choice is just missing out in my opinion.